A Smile, which makes Me Happy (:
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This is Happiness

Me
she is for who she is

Yvonne Miracle
Capricorn
120190

Say
anything under the sun


Loves
her all time favorites

dance.happy.bells.blue.dolphin.love.star.
tweety.dove.bracelet.piano.miracle.
white.sea.swan.smile.water.purple.
beach.sorbet lemon.

Darlings
they stay with me

Yvonne Miracle
Wing
Eileen
Munirah
Mei Ting
HipHop IG
Sabrina
Wiing
Siti J
Emily
Angie
Sandra
Xue Qi
Elle
Jun Guang
Benjy
Georgina
Lynna
Mei Ying
Fiona
Chervalyn Cass
Yi Chun
Matilda
Nicole
Cristal
Baby Charles Wee
Diona
Sokky
Nicol
11:36 PM 25.11.09


BUMBLEBEE SPELLS B-U-S-Y.
i am bumblebee.

3:48 PM 9.11.09

When you are being complimented, you respond with a question such as "Who me?" "You think so?" or "Really?". This shows that you are a good listener and tend to agree with other people's opinions. You don't like conflict and never discriminate against others.

3:47 PM

You are quitely confident and very responsible. You like to lead and can appear to be quite tough on the surface, but underneath is a gentle and sensitive character that enjoys the finer things of life.

3:46 PM

You could be heading for trouble if you don't loosen up just a little bit. Don't be so suspicious of him. He did have a life before he met you. You are too pessimistic about your relationship, and this could, ironically, be the reason that it will eventually end. Cut him some slack, and you'll find he comes back to you of his own accord anyway.

HAHAHAHA. LOL!

3:39 PM

You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.

3:38 PM

When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

3:27 PM

You are easy to understand.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: TOP.
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.
Glass means fragile personality.
You are also down-to-earth.
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.

3:10 PM

The one who will never forget you is Anthony. (He likes yellow colour. You sure he wont forget me? Throw me to HK alr! lol. )


The one who you can consider as your real friend is Tony. (Hmm,he is the only one I know who like orange colour? Err, I dont really know him. lol.. )


The one you really love is Eileen. (My dear dear dear EILEENTAN LOVES RED(: )


This may be your soulmate: Teck Wee. (Because I think white suites him)


The one you will remember for the rest of your life is Brother. (Of course I will remember my brother for the rest of my life la! LOL!)


3:07 PM

You are a person with full of ambitions and creativity. You are very concerned about changes happening around you. You are also a very temperamental person.

YOUR LOVE

If you are a gay or lesbo, sorry it's not the real you! (HAHAHAHAHA!)

Did you notice that you are a "hot target" among the opposite sex?

You can easily attract the opposite sex. Basically you are a very popular person, so many people like to chat with you.

4:01 PM 7.11.09

You are a straight forward person. Some people think you are self-centered, but you don't care. You just probably work against your own best interests.
When you are at the zoo, you are surrounded by caged creatures that you can't talk with, and which can't communicate with you. This fact subconsciously governs the way you act. It is very similar to how you act in human society as well. In other words, your actions reveal the hidden side of your personality.

3:54 PM

Picture an elephant at the zoo. It is smiling. Why?please answer

1. Because there's an interesting person visiting his cage.
2. Because it is happy to be outside, after being cooped up in a stall so long.
3. Because it has a boyfriend/girlfriend.
4. Because it thought of something amusing.
5. Elephants don't smile.

You are happiest when you're with someone you like.
Even zookeepers would have trouble figuring out why an elephant was smiling! In other words, the answer you chose is a true reflection of what would make you happy at this moment. Imagine what would put a smile on your face--and make it a reality.

3:06 PM 3.11.09

You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.

Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You can go to a movie by yourself. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.

You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.

1:05 AM 19.10.09

im a happy girl(:

5:46 PM 4.10.09

FAME was kinda a disappointment.
thought it would be great and better than other dance scenes.
comparing all dance shows i've watched, i think step up is nicer.

i think i like the songs more than the show. LOL
oh, and the trailer.

3:12 PM

today is the 4th of oct.
tomorrow is the 5th oct.
meaning all rp students will have to get their ass seated on the rp property in the morning.
well well, i got my freely choosen module: marketing(:
kinda happy with my FCM.
the first time i learnt about marketing was from trcc, meng yee.
taught and learnt, attended workshops.
at least something which im interested and looking forward, unlike the rest of the modules.


on monday at 10am, im having human factors engineering.
on tuesday, im having my elective: supply chain management at 10am.
on wednesday, im having fyp. (oh yes! email to request for morning slot for sem 2!)
on thursday, its lean manufacturing and six sigma at 10am
last but not least at bloody 0830AM on friday early morning, im having my fcm: marketing!

i dont have a problem with the modules on tuesday and friday.
but im having a big problem with the days, cause it falls on a tuesday and friday.
the day before tuesday and friday is monday and thursday respectively.
which means to say, im having dance!
you see where my problem comes from now?
cannot wake up in the morning, especially friday!
0-8-3-0-A-M. oh dear..
okay, i must go home staight after dance..

another big big problem i think ima going to face is my monday and thursday module.
what the hell is human factors engineering and OMGoodness, lean manufacturing and six sigma.
kill me with six sigma!
maths again. HAIS!
sux man.
good news is im in the same class as diona, miss gao gao, sok, ben, jiayu and yoke!
miss gaogao, im fated to be in the same class as you! and SOK! haha.
hurrrr, i dont want maths la! :C

after this semester, i gotta plan for my life ahead.
what am i going to do, what i want to do?
and most importantly, where am i heading to..

1:52 AM 28.9.09

1. my schedule for next week is fully packed.

2. dance camp in trcc for 3 days 2 nights. i would love the intensive training, practices, classes and rehearsals for Reflections'09 - MUSEII, but not the camp. i dont know why.

3. wondering how to run the 5km on the tuesday morning at 7am, when i have never run more than 2.4km throughout my entire 19 years of life. 5km, i will complete it in perhaps 2hours? or rather i will be walking for most of the time? hello, im a spinter, not a stamina runner. 100m, 200m, 4 x 100m, high jump is all i did in school. apart from the complusory 2.4km annually. hurrrrrr, 5km! run for me, or KILL ME!

4. hmm. i havent packed my bag. cause at this moment, i dont know what to bring although i know in my mind what to bring, but i dont know where to start.

5. i just finished eating. typing these random stuffs.

6. MY FACE! i dont know what happened but it became RED all of a sudden on friday morning! and the red, is redder and pink-ier than the rosy blusher, or the colour of the lipgloss. its on my cheeks, and chin. HUH! i really dont know whats with it. so all the aunties at workplace say, allergic to something, i ate something wrong, did i change facial product recently, my face is damn sensitive and etc. so what exactly happened was prawning on wednesday, i ate 2 prawns. (i suspect its the prawns, but somehow it doesnt tally ma. why the rest dont kenna?) after wednesday night, dance on thursday and went sandy's house to play. okay what, nothing happen. my face being to turn pink and rosy on friday morning after i wake up. oh god, damn it. thats when it beings. RED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. :C :C :C :C :C the reddness will actually subside after a long period of time, in the eving and night. but after i wake up the next morning, it returns!

7. so many people gives me alot of advice and suggestions, put cucumber, go to the doctor, put ice stop the itch, changi hospital find skin specialist, buy calamile lotion and apply, alot alot. im thinking of either i go to the changi hospital skin specialist recommended by margaret, if not i will heed what Mas say, buy calamile lotion, to reduce the reddness and itch. buy back my Avene skincare products. this face really cost me a bomb. ROAR! gabe say, spread chilli paste onto the face, then jenny add on to it and ask what kinda chilli i want, got sambal, balacean, sliced chilli and all. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

8. troubled and bothered about my face. :C DAMN RED! :C its worst than sunburn. peiyu saw me at work, and asked, what happened to my face! oh dear.

9. set into deep thinking mode.

10. i havent pack my bag for tomorrow. i need to be in school by 10am. meaning to say i have to leave house at 0830, wake up at 0730. i wonder, if i will go back to sleep after i wake up. i wonder if i will be late.

last but not least, dance will be damn hiong.

mon- marcus technique class at 11am to 1pm. lunch from 1pm to 2pm. zaini's muse rehearsal from 2pm to 4pm. break and blah blah. lights out at 9pm. COOL huh.

tue- 5km run at 7am. (fk it) make-up workshop, self improvisation and games from 0930am to 1pm. muse rehearsal at 2pm to 5pm. dinnner. rehearsal from 7pm to 9pm, supper then exhausted!

wed- rehearsal at 10am to around 1pm?? meeting aunty serena in the either afternoon or evening. gonna see the doctor if the condition of my face worsen or persist. DAMN SAD SIOL MY FACE :C

suay suay bump into camp on monday. if not i will go see the doctor alr! GOODNIGHT! ima going to pack the damn bag now. feeeeeeeeeling so tired even before camp starts.

ohohoh. and FYP2 is starting! FYP ah FYP.


1:27 AM 22.9.09

apart from all those fun which i am having.
1 more week and im back to reality!
school, fyp 2, work, dance, understanding tests.
not long after, i foresee myself preparing for report, final presentation for fyp and exams!

of course other than that, i have alot more things to worry about.
think through about them, and spending a great deal of time searching for solutions.
well, i need to understand that everything has its solution.
be it good or bad.
i have to go through them.
this is part of my life, i have to face and encounter them!

whats life man!
the year 2012...

12:46 AM

its been long since i sat on the rocks looking over the big deep blue sea.
hmm, the sea doesnt seem blue at all.
its been all polluted, algae and seaweeds everywhere.
not really very nice.

sea and sky, both my favourite colours on them.
looking down, i hear the waves and watch the tides.
looking up, i feel the breeze and clouds over me.
it feels relax though after some time, it gets bored.

a pity the rain came a little too soon.
i havent even sat on the swing!
i caught a glimsp of it, with children sitting on all 4 swings.
i dont even have a chance on it.

went for sizzler for dinner.
eat and eat.
the day is great(:

THANK YOU! :D

been watching alot of movies lately.
where got ghost, watched it in the 7th month somemore.
but the show was very funny and a little scary at selected scenes of the show.
dance flick, which is a super duper stupid silly show.
dont even watch it!
the ugly truth, watched it on the 17th.
the show is great.
tells alot of insights about man and woman, how they really are and behaves.
i nod my head when i hear what the man tells the woman what man sees in woman, what they are thinking and what they want.
it was very funny too. HAHA.
the final destination 3, the show was not any better than dance flick.
what was worse, the cinema! -.-
blood ties this afternoon.
the show was not bad.
plotting of the cast was unexpectable.
cant remember what i watched.

but anyway, there's this show everyone is waiting for.
25th sept, FAME!(:
im so gonna watch it!

1:50 AM 21.9.09

i seem to be lost in the world of my own.

1:15 AM



2:46 PM 18.9.09

gonna catch NUS The Next Wave 2009 later!
so excited to see all my dancers again!
can you believe it, 25 of us going!
for the first time so many people going UCC together.
had a silly conversation with meimei.
lol.
she got a serious problem with me.
up next, FAME.
the song itself is an excitement and motivation.
(:

2:38 AM 13.9.09

updates for my dearest dora gwendolyn eileentanyilin




eileen ah, tears start brewing itself when i see my name in your blog.
"my dear yvonne"
haha. dont know why.
somehow just a surge of undescrible emotions.

well, guess wiing and elle told you about me saying having second thoughts dancing for MUSE right.
dont worry about me.
i guess i will be fine.
monitoring everything single thing in my life.
i tell myself, life goes on no matter what happens ma.
MUSE is a big stress factor!
last time dance also not THAT stress lor.
now dance seems like having competition with everybody.
nah, i dont like it that way.
why make something we enjoy with passion into something like a monster!
challenging ourselves is one thing, how i feel is another thing!
why not take a break and change a perspective for dance?
being the audience and watch my dancers dance.
*hmm, sounds familiar. dont know where i heard before.

i am really having second thoughts about MUSE.
things may seem to be how and what it is now.
but who knows!
with school, fyp and 'stuffs' to worry for and handle.
see how first la uh.

i hope you are doing fine, or even great!
i know you have been staying up late studying and getting sick and all, right!
nobody said uni life is easy.
hang on! your future is shining brightly(:
take good care of yourself please.
been missing you in dance.

you are noisy, laughter everywhere, sleeping on the floor before dance starts!
short fingers, deep dimples (me too!), red nike water bottle, loves RED of course.
complaining about double turns, zaini turn 3 rounds, you turn 2 rounds.
dont forget to come back to dance and return zaini the 3 turns!
good tempo and rhythm sense in dance.
i wont forget you always helping me to count the music beat before i start cross floor(:
now in dance, the juniors are all counting like how you used to count for me.
i have to count myself now, whenever marcus play funny tempo songs! -.-

i still remember for first momentum, the ocean song.
zaini got a group of dont know how many to dance, turn by turn.
i remember i was with you and benjy.
zaini complimented you after we finish dancing.
he said: 'Good Eileen'
because among the group of people, only your tempo is following the song.
i was all over the place because i wasnt counting.
that was funny. HAHA.

i miss you very much indeed.
before and after dance, everywhere i go, EILEEN(:
now, no more lo.
everyone got their own BF coming for dance practice with them.
yar, sit down there and do nothing!
mumu also not around with ahbang.
wing also not around.
lol.. it feels so different now.
seriously speaking, i dont even feel like going for dance now.
no motivation, feeling of stress all over.
this aint the yvonne used to be!

i miss eileen tan.
i miss wing chow.
i miss mumu.
i miss angieeee.
i miss ling.
wiing no need to miss le.
cause i always see her in dance these days.
i will post up something for my SENIORS soon!(:

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MISS TEO YANWEN!
MEET UP!!!!


i miss piaks.
i miss yanwen.
i miss chinlay.
i miss jiafeng.
where are they anyw?
opps, belinda! HAHA.

thenthenthen,
i miss mabel.
i miss siti.
i miss siuwen.
i miss cristal.
i miss jiayuan.
i miss wenqi.
i miss jaslyn.
i miss janice.
i miss 2e2.
all the loved ones.

andandand,
i miss fiona.
i miss peck yee.
i miss meiying.
i miss jiajia.
i miss jenny.
i miss yoke.
i miss dillon, kenneth, ben and benny.
i miss the swines.
from sabrina, belinda, meiting auntie, sq boxer, kim, yvonne, tricia.


w25k and e46f.
best poly friends.

OH YES!
diona and sok and pris!(:
introducing miss gao gao!(:


MISS AND LOVE MY FRIENDS!
WHAT WOULD MY LIFE BE WITHOUT FRIENDS?
gonna have more updates with my friends!(:

1:49 AM 7.9.09


i miss munirah!(: